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Emily Ratajkowski has spoken candidly about dealing with trauma and living through her single years.
“I think trauma lives in the body. That’s my experience,” the 31-year-old model said on the latest episode of the podcast “High Low with EmRata,” featuring guest Mia Khalifa.
“When I’m really sick, I lose a lot of weight,” she explained. “Recently I lost 100 pounds and it was absolutely terrifying. And now I gained weight. For me it’s been a big game changer and that’s how I know I’m happy.” “
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Despite being happy, Ratajkowski recalled seeing a video of a wedding recently attended by one of her friends that made her emotional.
“I was like, ‘I’m so sad right now,’ because I don’t know if I’ll ever find a partner who makes me want as much as I want such a beautiful wedding.” It is,” she confessed.
The model was previously married to film producer Sebastian Bear-McClard, with whom she has a one-year-old son, Sylvester Apollo Bear.
“But I have to say, I think there’s something really beautiful about believing in love and relationships,” she added.
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Even if the model is in her “protection” [the] Peace, b***h times,” she still says, “Oh, you are adding something to my life. I won’t tire you out any more.You bring me joy.You make my life more enjoyable, just like my friends.”
Ratajkowski later called fellow model Gisele Bündchen, whose divorce from Tom Brady had recently been finalized, her “queen witch.”
“I’m so happy to be living in this moment and getting divorced in this moment. Oh my god, girls are getting off those marriages,” she said, adding that Bündchen is “redefining what it means to be divorced at 40.” There are,’ he added.
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